Create

Sometimes its 12:28 am and I wish I could sleep but I've had a good day of artistic inspiration and I just want to create. The problem comes with the fact that I really have no artistic ability, just enough to make me understand everything I'm missing. I have these ideas and pictures in my head but don't know how to make them come alive. Its nights like these I wish I hadn't quite cello after 5 years, I could be freaking awesome by now. I was made in the image of a creator, the need to create is just in me.

Admiring paintings, drawings, tattoos, songs, collages, photos etc. gives me energy. It inspires me to be something better, to live as the best version of myself, to offer the best of what I have to God. It drives me crazy that I can't create what I love very well at all, but sometimes I still do it just for fun, even though it comes out looking like a 5 year old tried to paint something :)